Ever Again

It is the rain that has stopped but the tears have not.

When I try to remember those happy memories shared with you, tears fall down as if those are the screams of my heart. Every single step that God has planned for me seems to point only towards the direction opposite to you.

I give up today. I give up to God. I give up on hope and I give up on you.

You! ,  have made me this rude, heartless stone-like breathing creature. 

I shall shut myself down to the world today. I shall lock all the doors of my heart and throw away the keys where not even you can find it. Each new memory of you is now a small pin poking my heart with the previous hundreds. 

Yes, I love you and I promise that this feeling will never change but I don't want to see your face  again.... I don't want to hug you again... I don't want to feel your soft lips and hold your hands again. I don't want to see your smile. 

I don't want you ever again.

- Priya H. Rai